you stole my heart since day one

i tried to replace u, its fucking impossible

now almost a year later ur image still burns, you're engraved in my mind.

i said i let u go, but infact im still more attatched than ever

i hate you because i can honestly say i love you

i hate you because i cant let you go

wow. last night was amazing.

fishboy

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harry and the potters show....absolutely amazing haha. yaz's mom was getting pissed tho coz it was like 2:30 am so we were speeding home and a cop pulled us over for speeding. he asked us if we smoked and asked us if we had narcotics we were like (wtf) and then we wanted to bribe him w/ fishboy buttons. he ended up just giving us a warning and telling us to obey the curfew in flower mound....and he let us go :)

     but overall....badass night!! :)

whoa

yea, havnt updated in literally forever. no1 really reads these, oh well. warning to all lower class girls: never hookup w/ upperclassmen, they just want some ass.   word of advice from someone who knows. some guys are total asses. too much has happened for me to type, so i wont...but i promise i wont desert my xanga for forever.

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yea

mk

saturday was cool. the end

i am overly excited about something i dont wish to put on here, you'll find out eventually tho

i got my stupid glasses today....the optometrist is full of monkey shit coz im not wearing these 24/7 ....i dont care how bad he thinks my vision is, it really isnt that bad.

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well i came back from cali last night. it was fun and really emotional...it had its ups and downs... and i also learned a couple of things

- my dad is the WORST backseat driver everr

- dont stick your face out the window going 90mph with your mouth open coz 1- you'll end up with spit on your face 2- something will eventually land in your mouth and it will not be pretty 3- something will land in your eye and it will hurt

- dont ever take my mom gambling

-death valley is horrific during the daytime...but at night its almost enchanting, beautiful

mk i have a couple of pics but i gotta unpack and find my cam...i took some pics at universal studios w/ the cars on the fast and the furious and 2 fast to furious. i tried humping the evo but my cousin wouldnt let me...he said i was embarrasing.

mk i admit it...i can be a tad embarrasing haha

so the ppl really close to me know that i am not very fond of my grandfather...we had to visit him in cali. we found out from one of my 9 aunts that my grandfather left all his propertys and all of my grandma's belongings to one of my aunts who is now almost 40 and has never moved out...my dad got rly upset and asked him to return all the jewerly my dad gave my grandma before she died coz it has sentimental value, there was a big arguement and in the end my aunt said it was ""lost"" but i believe its impossible to lose over $5,000 worth of jewerly. i just think its really pathetic that as soon as my grandma died everyone started fighting about ""who gets what"" and now all of her 9 children basically hate eachother. the greed is just disgusting...i know this is not what my grandma wanted.

meh

i picked up my schedual today and its all kinds of fucked up...they didnt double block my math, they put me in regular english instead of pre ap, criminal law is no longer a class yet its on my schedual so meh...ill be slightly confuzzled when school starts but ey

confusion can be exciting

mk off that subject...im seriously crushing on someone like no other haha. ive been talkin to him for a rly long time now, but it seems like he has all these other admirers...i feel like just another girl on a list. but from past experiences, ive learned that being a part of something is better than standing out, being singled out, and being hurt. therefore im going to keep my mouth shut and be rly patient. i will make time my best friend, and hopefully time will fade my scars and bring something beautiful in my life